Everything was okay for a while until today.
I could handle the situation. I could look into his eyes and not break into pieces; I could hear him talking about her and not burst into tears.
I asked my self what happened? You weren’t like this for a long while; what happened now?
Nothing unusual, nothing strange that evoked my feelings.
Then I realised; the answer was simple.
It wasn’t the situation that changed; it was me, my self. After all this time, I just couldn’t stand that sh*it anymore.